Till about recently, I was regarded as a hot-head among my clique, a time-bomb with a short fuse, one that would immediately burst upon two pricks. Though I acknowledged my short temper, it still continued, and it took its toll one fine night, and it was a very heavy price to pay.
That incident, sent me back into introspection mode. Why I was the way I was, and what i could possibly do about it. I surely wasnt born this way. The blame game soon started. I Could attribute it mostly to my hectic student life. But it wasnt a good excuse. I could have attributed it to genetics, but I guess my parents are a bit cooler than they could have been. Friends?? Hey, i got Jewels as friends, except for a granite here and there...Then I found that I could only blame only one thing : MYSELF
The moment I realised that I am the only one responsible for who I am, the actions that I do, and for the consequences that come out of it, It was like attaining Nirvana. Life took a completely different perspective, and a truth dawned onto me. Life could be a simple as it is, and if it seems complicated, it is all of our doing. I am in full control of my life, and I have the power to choose if I am happy or sad.....to be continued...
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